Saturday, April 28, 2012

da-dadadada-dum-da-ran-dum

the older you've become,the bigger is your dream.
heh.betol.aku dlu xde la big dreaming sgt...tapi lately..mcm2 kuar dlm pale otak aku smenjak da melangkau tua ni...ok.27tahun.xde la tua lagi 3 tahun nak masuk 30 doh!sampai skang,aku xde saving yg tetap dan harta sendri..jodoh?itu pon lagi lagi laa...
bunyi mcm xbersyukur kan dgn ape yg ade.
sape kate?aku sgt bersyukur dgn kerjaya,harta(sebijik Xperia,vivaE yg da bercalar balar,insurans yg cover med. and saving sket,laptop kecik yg slow nak mampus),and the loving famili and supportive friends.
alhamdulillah.
tapi maksud aku..how about harta yg lagik besar...saving yg can cover's me everytimes muflis sbb membeli barg secara kurg sedar (yerp.when the times come,aku jd shop-a-holics),yg bole support others without rs kedekot sbb takut sendri makan pon xlepas,rumah yg aku bleh deco sesuke ati,wif dapo yg sesuke ati aku nak experimen msak2 sume resipi dlm channel afc tu and of cos la,yg ni aku ekcelli xmo sentuh bab ni,tapi kang kata aku xnormal lak,jodoh yg aku can rely on to,trust,yg xmembuatkan aku rs down grade-aku nyer self esteem.
yeee laaa...nak sume ni kene USAHA.tapi mcm mana dgn yg da berusha (walopon xcukop la kuat habis kan),butstill xde pape pon?hah!mungkin sbb ade dosa ni kan...thats why tuhan xmau kasik kasik lagik best rezeki utk dinikmati.haish.nak mengeluh pon aku rs mcm useless.so,mmg kene jadik fighter dlm dri sendri to keep motivate diri sendri,jgn giv up!no.no.no!
nowadays,aku da xlarat nak envy others people happiness da.and so,aku block je la envy punyer perasaan tu siap block gak bunyi2 yg sebuk tanye apsal la aku mcm sronok je geraj mane2 sorg...
pls.
aku pon xmau.tapi kut yer pon,xyah la nak bunyi2 sampai aku yg hati kering ni bleh sentap.
eh.melalut da aku ni...ok.so big dream aku skang ialah nak ade RUMAH SENDRI~~~
masalah nyer belom bleh mampu lagik nak memiliki nyer.i think,hav to work for 2-3 years tunggu utang2 yg ada menurun sket,salary yg ade naik byk sket.tapi,aku series xsabar nak hidup sendri ni...hav my own room,own bed,own kitchen,own shelf books,own tv,sume sumer tu sendri la. pendek kate.
tapi rumah tu pon,xde la nak besar pon.cukup jek rumah kos rendah (maybe rm75K klo price skang ni)..amek lot tepi,sbb nak ade sliding door so that,chaya masuk dgn best nyer dr side umah,enough wif 2 room,1room,bilik sendri:simple and xsemak mata,cukup ade katil,closet,cermin setinggi aku and shelf 4tiers nak sumbat all books and stuff.2nd room:sofa panjang,shelf yg besar dan byk sbb nak letak all those books and cds and mende2 merepek aku collect...kitchen kene jenis yg simple yet classy punyer style.mende2 kecik je da,small oven,small microwave,dapo yg senang aku nak buat ekperimen...die nyer living room pon tamau byk2 mende...ade tv,style carpet dan sofa yg empok(kaler merah)..wooo...siap da,aku dreaming ni.
ni,aku bleh brag pasal umah ni non stop satu hari tau tau..haha
k la.
setiap yg kite mahu kene ada mimpi utk kite mula berusaha.
cheewah.

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